Thursday, January 29, 2009

Okay, I don't really know why I'm still awake right now when I'm dead tired, haha. Maybe it's because I have some things on my mind which really bothers me. One of the major things, possibly the biggest one right at this very moment is the fact that one of my friends whom I respect is actually nothing but a great brick wall, very much like the Great Wall of China, haha. I may sound light hearted and stuff, but talking to that friend of mine really bothers me, because normally I can get through the most obstinate and coldest of hearts, just not this one, haha. I don't think this person is heartless or emotionless, I guess my heart goes out to you-know-who. Simply because no matter what that person says, locking yourself away like that will only hurt yourself in the end, not to mention those who really care about you. Besides, I'm a very 'feelings' sort of person, the very first thing I notice about a person is how he or she most probably feels, but with this brick wall, all I get is, well... a brick wall! I think nuclear bombs will not be able to penetrate the defense system set up, this person is really too protective. Another major thing bothering me now is my interview for Clarkson tomorrow, a chartering company which everyone says is good. Hopefully I'm lucky enough, haha! Anyway, that's all for now, since I have some unfinished business, HAHAHA!

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Shida | 6:20 AM | comments