Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I'm busy all of this week, thanks to the JAE. But not that I mind though, I actually find it quite fun to be kept busy round the clock. I miss being busy, reaching home only after five or six in the evening, haha. I used to be so busy when I was in secondary school, reaching home at seven or half past seven. I realised just how much I miss being a student leader only after I have graduated. But it's okay, I'm sure I can find other things to keep me proccupied. I have to be preoccupied, I realise, for another reason as well. It is to keep HIM out of my mind. I am still in contact with him of course, and treat him like any other guy friend of mine, simply because he doesn't know. And in my opinion, he doesn't need to know. I don't mind watching him from the sidelines, just as long as he is happy. Okay, seriously, in order to forget him, I have to stop talking about him, right? So, I guess I have to make full use of my unbendable will for that, haha! Right now I'm not really doing much, just taking a break before studying for my marine engineering knowledge exams this coming Monday. Hopefully I can get a B for this module, haha. But other than that, there has been nothing much going on in my life currently because of my rather packed schedule. So I think I will come back and update my blog when I have more time, or when I have more things to say, haha!

Time: 1910
Date: 14/01/2009

Tired

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