Thursday, July 2, 2009

Hm, who'd have thought that the great MJ would die? The thing is, even though I know that human life is fragile, i still hold on tightly to the thought of life. Somebody dying is always a surprise to me, even Farah Fawcett's though even I know that she has been sick for quite some time now. Then it got me thinking again, what do I really want? There's no point being as rich as Mj if I am dead befire I can spend it, right? These few days have been really dull, and today was worse because I lost it with my sister this morning, when I found out that she had not charged my mp3 player. She has her own, including her handphone, why must she listen to mine and let the battery go down so low? I even told her that she is only good at using up my batteries and my money. Looking back, I was way harsh on her. Maybe it was ebcause of the combination of lack of sleep as well as my aching wrist and lower back. But still, it was no excuse. I thought it through, and realised, I may be able to protect her from all the evil men in the world, but at the end of the day, I am not able to protect her from ME. I may be willing to give up my life to save hers in an instant, but I was the reason she nearly died last time. I could have killed her if I had not stopped myself, and what then? Sometimes, just sometimes, the people who hurts us the most are the ones that are close to us. Maybe that's why it hurts in the first place...

Time: 1520
date: 02/07/09

Shida | 12:12 AM | comments