Thursday, December 3, 2009

Guys, it is not that I am suicidal or anything. When Fana mentioned jump, she did not say anything else. When I said that I was gonna die, I meant that I am very tired, and will be even more so tomorrow. The thing is, none of you were expected to take me seriously. None of my family members and friends have ever done so. Benzy even smsed and called me to make sure that I was okay despite the fact that he was coughing. Damn, from having some fun, you guys made me cry yet again. I have sinned a lot in my short life so far. But there has to be something that I had done half right to receive friends like you. Damn, I think you guys are starting to grow on me. I don't know what I am supposed to do, how I am supposed to feel. You guys, you are too good to be true. I may sound like I am exagerating, but the thing is, I have been alone for such a long time now, I have forgotten how to be a good friend. So I hope that while I try to remember how to be a good friend once more to all of you, you are patiently waiting for me. Guys, I did not mean to fool you. Everything that I said about my past, and how I feel, it is the honest thing, the real deal. But I am not suicidal. With friends like you, it is impossible to be so... Thanks for everything...

Time: 2325
Date: 03/12/2009

Shida | 7:18 AM | comments